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I hate people.

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2014-06-11 21:37:21 by CoolBerries

I decided to make a new "News Post" because I was sick and tired of seeing the New Beat Fund defining my home page. I don't know quite what to write about, but I'll write about it anyway. I hate people, in a deep, bitter, furious passion. I can't stand the fact that I am one. Sure, I love some people, but maybe I shouldn't. It's proved in my life that every single thing I've had a feeling for has gone to waste, putting me in a worse situation than I was without it. What put me in this mood? I'm not quite sure what, I don't like it, but it makes sense. I guess I'm just on a guy period. You know, I thought I was gonna live the rest of my life single, not dependant on somebody, no friends, no family, no partner, no religion, nothing. I was doing pretty good at it, too. I guess I'm just fucking selfish, but who isn't, I guess. You know, for a while I wanted friends, while this school year's beginning went on, and I tried, made a couple. But they all ran off. Fuck them, I don't need them, they don't need me. Now here's summer vacation and I ain't got nobody, what a fucking tragedy. I got somebody, though, sadly enough, and I hate it. She's pretty, she's sociable, she's smart. I hate her. But here I am, in a one-way relationship with her, and ironically, the one way is by me, and not her. I'm the stupid committed one and it's been sucking the life out of me. I really like music. I write a lot of it, play a lot of it, I have a lot of local and private gigs. I self taught all I know and play guitar and piano. That's been changing lately because of this girl, however. Actually, let me rephrase that, not because of this girl. It's because of me and my stupid-ass feelings about not only this girl, but life. I planned to be great, do good on my own, make it big in music and keep relationships to a minimum of professionalism with bandmates and etc., but now with the thoughts of other things, I'm less dedicated. I've always been suicidal since I was seven, but it's really been hitting hard lately. I won't do it, tough, I wanna make something out of myself for some fucking reason. Girl says I should stop the way I'm living, go to fucking college or something, become something I don't wanna fucking be. I'm a smart kid, but I don't wanna get a job where I'm not feeling good about myself, other people aren't feeling good because of me, and other people don't notice. That's why I persue music, I guess, I wanna put a fucking smile on somebody's face, something that never could be done to me because I'm so tainted and twisted and stained that I hate everything.


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Showstopper 50 Points Complete acts 15-20 Medal Stats.
Hot Performance 25 Points Complete acts 10-15 Medal Stats.
Barrelroll'd! 10 Points Complete acts 5-10 Medal Stats.
Starting Act 5 Points Complete the first 5 acts Medal Stats.
Beat the Game 25 Points Isn't that why you're here?? Medal Stats.
Doodle Almost-God 10 Points Combine 60 elements to advance civilization and your card collection! Medal Stats.
Doodle Demi-God 10 Points Unlock half the category groups. Medal Stats.
Come with me if you want to live 10 Points Rescue and secure a civilian Medal Stats.
Perfect Defense 25 Points While stopped during a task, don't let a single zombie reach your vehicle's hood Medal Stats.
Gun Slinger 25 Points Weaken a hood grappling zombie with 1 weapon, then quickly switch to another weapon to finish it off with one shot Medal Stats.


Total Medals Earned: 49 (From 16 different games.)

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